Last night was my last dose of the evil pill. I did make it in to work. Yesterday I was convinced there was no way in hell I was going to work today. This morning was still kind of rough as my mood was still a little all over the place and I was feeling really beat up from this weekend, but as the day went on my mood improved and other than a faint headache I think the grip is releasing. I feel like I can breathe again.
Thank you all for your kind words and support after yesterday's post. I was in kind of a dark place, but felt it was important to share how I was feeling. Thank heaven it was only temporary. Also, I have to thank my husband (even though he doesn't read this). He was so good to me this weekend - beyond patient and understanding, walking the line between giving me space and being there for me when I needed him. Pushing me to get out of the house for an event I'd been looking forward to for months which did me a world of good, then doing the grocery shopping the next day so I didn't have to leave the house. He's going to be such an amazing dad someday...I hope.
Keep hanging in there sweetie! You can do it! And if it gets too rough, don't feel bad. Take a personal day and go get a pedicure or something :) So glad hubby is there for you. If you need anything let me know. Hugs.
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